Thursday 27 August 2009

On the move

So I'm on the move again. This time I'm not moving away from HK, but only away from HK Island to Lantau Island (Mui Wo). I've finally come home, but I'm leaving home in no time at all. I guess as my friend said there's no return once the journey has started - I have after all isolated myself long enough.

It comes as a surprise to many of my friends both the fact of living out without a full-time job and moving to a rather remote place. But I have, for once, swiftly have this decision, as if the wind was taking me there. I am quite keen and sanguinely hopeful that the turning of this page will mark the beginning of a more interesting and fulfilling chapter of my life. There will be mountains to climb, trails to explore, and a breeze to awaken my soul :)

Of course a housewarming party will follow!

Thursday 13 August 2009

來到今天

人没事做,就想多了.
想的就是过了这些日子,终于回到家了. 从离家的那一天开始,一直都很想回来; 到回来之后,发现虽然家人都一样疼我,但我深知自己是已经长大了,还是想起那一句我表姐赠我的: 路是自己走的,别期望其他人可以帮你.家庭担子该开始肩负, 不过负担不起. 很快我得搬离老家,回到香港这么一年将是过渡期,因为很快要搭上人生另外一条路. 回来自己荣升了成为表舅,是喜事,不过却没有原来预期的喜悦感.

读了这么多年书,来到今天, 还是得多读一年.离家已经四年,来到今天,还是得预备下一次的离开.

想的就是庆幸很多朋友都很重情,离开时依依不舍,来到今天,原来情还在,大家仍是如昨天的好朋友.就算是环境有变,大家生活的交叉点少了,可是有缘千里能相会,毕竟有心跟我聚一下,心里是很高兴的.

由一个人孤身离开香港,来到今天,有小宝作伴回归香港, 是莫大的福分.

见了一些朋友,发现过了几年,还是很有抱负,热诚,我感到很骄傲:) 自己也在审视,反思中,感觉是制造了许多借口给自己...

而且,来到今天,皮肤还是那么糟.真郁闷.

不知怎的,心里有种不安感.

人生免不了离合,家人,朋友,情人可能也是,大概来到今天也不等于是一个充分的理由去抗衡转变.来到今天,还是得去适应已发生的改变,为明天的改变去预备,